Pale creepy girl who doesn't like sunlight.
Imposing relentless weirdo.
Still alone in o-Hello. See the deadly nightshade grow.
-asexualeducation, in an ask
This is actually what I worry about, personally. That one person I have a sexual attraction connection with, I think about constantly. But I’m worried, since I’ve hated the times I’ve tried to before, that if I were to try to have sex with him I wouldn’t feel anything, that the best experiences I have with my attraction will always and forever be only in my head.
I remain optimistic that one day I will form that perfect connection I need to become sexual with someone, and that when I do I will enjoy it. But I have no way to tell that from here.